pumpkin π

mmmmm... pumpkin pie with whipped cream.

I had a really good thanksgiving at home, I got to see my family and have a time of rest at home. I truly appreciated it. I had a chance to hang out with my brother (even help him with some design he needed to do for the school paper) and my mom and laugh with my dad about solar powered air conditioners in cars. (a funny idea, since solar powered cars are extremely hot because of the solar cells, so in order to stay cool, you would need to use all the power generated by the solar cells to run the ac) trying to explain it makes it much less funny, but we were having a good laugh over it.

And on sunday night, when we had our thanksgiving chicken, we invited our aunt over. This is our aunt who left my uncle (dad's brother) who is currently being an idiot. I know idiot is a harsh word, but he really has his priorities messed up and his family is falling apart — yet he doesn't seem to care. So it was cool having her over and showing the love of God to her, and we are praying that my uncle wises up and takes the effort to get his life in order, because she would come back even if he showed the signs of starting to change, but he doesn't :' (

I've had a harder time since I've been back this week though. kind of looking forward to the weekend, but I know that I can't just shake it off as being tired and busy. I've been trying to do stuff on my own again this week. even blaming it on other people, canceled classes or even that I'm in my final year. but the real issue is that I need to lay down all that stuff at the foot of the cross. let go and let God. humble π

ooooh, it's foggy outside.



High of 75
Relient K

We were talking together
I said, "what's up with this weather?"
Dont know whether or not
How sad I just got
'Cause on my own volition.
What if I'm just missing the sun

And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.

But I'll wait outside
Hopin that I'll catch sight of the sun.

[Chorus:]
Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
Their controll over the sky

And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I
And now I'm sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive

[Chorus]

And the temprature is freezing
And then, after dark,
There is a cold frost sweeping
In over my heart
And we might break up
If I dont wake up to the sun

[Chorus]

Sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light (made it light)

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be... Alive